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Why I Disappeared for 2 Months as an Android Developer (And What’s Next)

7. April 2026

It’s been a while since my last blog post. And honestly — there is a reason for that.

February and March were… terrible. Not in a “I’m busy” way, but in a real, exhausting, chaotic way.

My husband ended up in the hospital. We got a new puppy (which was definitely not love at first sight). I started driving again — and discovered I absolutely hate it.

And in the middle of all this, our hamster Bonifac passed away after 2.5 years with us. It was a small thing compared to everything else — but still hit harder than I expected.

And my Android development? It didn’t stop — but it became slow, frustrating, and hard to focus on.
My weather app project? Let’s just say… it exists. Somewhere. Not exactly in code.

I also started having some neurological issues, which is new (and honestly a bit scary). My left eye isn’t working properly, and I’ve been constantly tired and overwhelmed.

So yes — I disappeared from my blog. But not completely from coding.

Should Developers Share Personal Struggles?

I kept thinking about my blog.

Should I continue?
Should I just quit?

Because this is not exactly a “Top 10 Android Tips” kind of post.

But then I realized something important:

This blog is not just about perfect tutorials.
It’s also about the reality of being a developer.

And sometimes, that reality is messy.

What Burnout Taught Me as a Developer

The last two months showed me something I was ignoring:

👉 Your mental and physical state directly affects your ability to code.

When you’re exhausted:

  • you can’t focus
  • you procrastinate
  • even simple tasks feel overwhelming

I was still working and writing code during this time.
But everything felt slower, heavier, and more exhausting than usual.

And that’s something I didn’t expect — how much harder even simple development tasks can feel when you’re mentally drained.

I didn’t stop coding completely — but every task felt harder than it should.

How I’m Slowly Getting Back on Track

After finally having some time for myself, I decided to reset things.

Nothing extreme — just basics:

  • I stopped overeating (yes, again 😄)
  • Daily walks with Juko
  • Drinking 2 liters of water
  • Yoga + strength training (5x a week)
  • Trying to keep the house under control
  • Wearing posture fixing straps (feels weird, works surprisingly well)

After just a few days, I already feel better.

Not perfect — but better.

Life Update: New Puppy and Learning to Drive

Juko is our Boston Terrier puppy.

At first, we were not exactly best friends. Then my husband went to the hospital — and suddenly it was just me, Juko, a big house, and frequent trips to Prague hospital.

That’s when I realized:

  • I hate driving
  • but I need to drive

So I bought a car (Citroën C3 Aircross, 2018) and started driving regularly.

Do I enjoy it? Not really.
Am I proud of myself? Yes.

What’s Next for My Android Development Journey

I’m not quitting.

Even though I thought about it more than once.

I missed coding. I missed building things. And I want to continue my journey as an Android developer.

Here’s what’s next:

  • Back to regular blogging (realistically once a week)
  • Continue my weather app project
  • Share more about Android development
  • Write about real struggles behind coding
  • Focus on consistency, not perfection

Because clearly — perfection is not happening anytime soon 😄

Final Thoughts

The last two months were chaotic, exhausting, and overwhelming.

But I’m still here.

A bit tired.
A bit confused.
But also more aware of what actually matters.

And that’s a good place to restart.

in Beyond Code

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Katarína Kováčová

Hi, I’m Katarina. I’m a mobile developer working with Android and iOS, and this blog is where I share things I learn, test, or find interesting in the world of mobile development.

I enjoy clear explanations, practical insights, and topics that make me think — a mix I try to bring into my writing as well.

Outside of tech, I like Sudoku, running, and reading thrillers and detective stories. I also cook and bake gluten-free, because I’m celiac, and experimenting in the kitchen has become part of my routine.

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